Nothing much happening here. A very good friend of mine who is struggling with her own fertility issues upset me on Monday so that was shitty.
I still have no pregnancy symptoms and no letter telling me when my first scan or appointment is. I also have no period, so I am pretty much still pregnant, but it's very hard to tell unless I pee on a stick. It's not that I want horrible first trimester symptoms. It's just that I'm nervous something will go wrong and the pregnancy will not stick. I realize that symptoms have pretty much zero to do with this, but you can't stop your brain from trying to make sense of a crazy situation.
So I guess I'm back to waiting. I can already see that this process is going to be one long exercise in waiting for things. I might as well get used to it!
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