With every day and another negative test it seems more and more certain that I am not pregnant this cycle. According to my clinic, my period should arrive tomorrow. Although because my cycle is irregular, that would be a bit early for it, but I suppose it's still possible. They also mentioned that it might be later due to having done the IUI although I'm not sure why that would be the case. They want me to take their pregnancy test on Friday so I've been saving that one. The ones I've been taking I got in bulk via Ebay.
I'm ready to go to the next cycle and put this one behind me. I am of course disappointed it appears to not have worked, but maybe less traumatized than I could have been. I have been thinking though whether it would be better to do fresh IVF or go straight to my frozen eggs. The reason to do fresh IVF would be that I'm still producing eggs and to keep the frozen ones as the last resort. On the other hand, right now all I can think is that I want one baby, so isn't my best chance to use my frozen eggs?
I think I should probably stick to the original plan and this is maybe a way that my disappointment is expressing itself. Generally in my head I keep thinking that I'm too old to get pregnant with my current eggs. But this is not a particularly sensible way to think. One cycle hardly means anything at all.
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